firstly one month after meeting ben i was head over heels in love. but he went to wales for a weekend with his mates and had a really bad accident when he badly injured his legs leg and had to have a bi-pass. he had to stay in wales hospital for a month coz he could not be moved. i was doing my a-levels at the time but that took a back seat as i loved him so much. i went backwards and forwards to wales from liverpool everyday to see him weekends, after school and after work.

i failed my A-Levels as a result and had to stay another year at school. but all was not lost as a year later i was offered a job, through the school, to be trained as a structual engineer. which is a £60,000 a year job. but 3 months into it i found out ben had cheated on me with a 16 year old girl called laura. i forgave ben and we sorted things out in the end but i was so stressed out that i couldnt face work and left.

in the 2 years since i got a new job as an artist which i love. he made little effort to try and find a job and has still not got one. infact he`s 25 years old and never has had a job. (i no your asking your self why i didnt leave but love really is blind) in all the time we`ve been together hes taken me out probably about 10 times and most the time i paid.
hes never even really given me anything either apart from something i would rather not have been given! but i wont disclose coz its personal.

and the latest in a long line of dissapointment is haylee. who he swore was just a friend and i believed him untill i caught them and he pt me in hospital

love is blind but i`ve finaly woke up. all the time i`ve been with him hes made me feel like no one else would want me but i know now thats not true.

thanks for reading. hope it never happens to you x